I had a prayer once and I said to the Lord, that if I will see him, that means we were meant to be if not, then that means I will have to let him go and move on with my life.  Last week, my prayers has been answered.  I saw him walk passed me and I was just there staring at him.  I had the feeling that he would be there but I never expected to see him.  For I have given up on the hope of ever seeing him.  But finally seeing him after all this time, I am left wondering if seeing him was truly a sign that we are meant to be or was it a game that fate had once again played on me?  Was it my only opportunity to meet him and fate’s role was to just put us in one place and I was supposed to do or say something to him?  I guess this is what I often hear some people say, it is better to regret for doing something rather that regret for not doing anything.  And so yes, I guess I am regretting the fact that I didn’t do anything.  I just looked at him as he stopped in front of my very eyes and watch him leave.  *sigh*  

Now my question is, should I  continue waiting for him?  If I do, how long should I wait again?

Full House.  I am not sure if you remember this Korean TV series but I sure love it.  It is a romantic love story about an ordinary girl (Jessie Han) who lost everything she had including the house that her parents left her and the Korean Superstar (Justin Lee) who bought the house.  I like it because it tackle things that we normally experience in our daily life (except the meeting and living with a rich and famous stranger part I guess) and put the lesson in a funny and yet truthful way.  I have seen a lot of romantic movies and tv series in my life (I ain’t that old, but believe me when I say a lot, it means a lot) and this is one of the few that I will recommend that you watch.

Look at the time!  I didn’t notice that I was already infront of the computer for more than 4 hours.  And to think I need to meet up with my instructor for my swimming lessons.  Sheesh!  I really need to work on my discipline when it comes to my appointments.  Damn.  I really need to change this thinking that people can always wait for me.  Gotta run and prepare my stuff.  Sheeshh.. I need some warm drink!

Well, it seems my brother have decided to go somewhere else.  I guess I will have to eat the garlic bread later for it is now time for me to get some sleep.  I really wonder why I went on leave yesterday when I didn’t have anywhere to go.  I could have gone on leave today instead for I will be on RD tomorrow.  Tsk, that was one wasted leave credit.  But I was glad I went to the office earlier for I saw my crush from the other account in the pantry.  Hehehe… Could it be that we are fated for each other?  For we would usually see each other on unexpected circumstances (I would usually see him when least expected).   One time I was with some friends and when I looked up he was passing by our table and looked down at me as I looked up, another time I saw him on the eleventh floor while the elevator door was closing and he looked and stared at me and then the pantry.  You know it’s weird.  We would usually end up looking at each other.  I mean people can be at the same place and time but it’s not always that these two people will get to look at the other at the same time right?  Hmmm…  Could he be my honorable fire fighter who seem to pop up from nowhere?  I mean that’s how soul mates are right?  They tend to feel the presence of the other.   Hahaha… Fantasies.  But I wouldn’t mind.  He’s cute anyway.

I didn’t realize that Beauty Queens can be fired not until Donald Trump and the Miss California USA Organization fired the reigning Miss California Carrie Prejean.  Sheesh!  OMG Yahoo said she got fired because she was unwilling to fulfill her contract.  Talk about serious business.  From what I know most beauty queens get fired because of controversy, this is the first time that I’ve heard of someone being fired because of not fulfilling her responsibilities.  Like how hard is it to do your job right?  Tsk, tsk, tsk.

I watched Drag Me to Hell last week with Kristha (just Kristha because my so called other friends had changed their minds and decided not to show up that day… *sigh* i know it’s sad) after we played Badminton.  The movie was partly scary and funny.  But what really stuck in mind was how the movie ended.  My friend and I can’t decide on how we should feel.  Should we feel sorry for Christine Brown or fed her to the Larmya ourselves.  Imagine, after all that she went through she still ended up dead just because she missed to do one tiny thing… look into the envelope and check if the button was there.  I mean, she survived an attack in her car, dragged out of her car and got bitten by Mrs. Ganush (almost like kissed by Mrs. Ganush… eeewwww), endured the attacks of the Larmya and not to mention face her freaking future in-law who discriminate against farm girls and then just get dragged to hell in the end because of that freaking button.  So we were like, so which is the morale of the story?  Is it about us being nice and understanding towards the people around us (especially to those weird looking folks) or is us being an OC (meaning double checking everything is there before we act) in all that we do?  Kristha even said “Now, I know why she got hit in the head by the crucifix.”  And I was like “why?”.  She answered “It’s the way of the Lord to tell her that she’s stupid.”

I admire the guts of this reporter for throwing shoes at the most powerful man in the world.  But I admire Bush more for coming up with his answers when a reporter asked him about it.

Living a frugal life means avoiding any luxuries in life.  One of which is avoid riding a taxi or cab going to work.  This means I will have to leave my house an hour before my shift so that I won’t be late even if I am just 15 minutes away from work.  Why?  Because I will have to wait for a jeepney that will pass by my work place.  Easy?  Of course not!  For aside from dealing with occassional perverts and people who seem to avoid taking a bath and enjoy letting people smell their smelly bodies, I will have to make out the signs for the route of the jeepneys.  And with a 100/125 error in refraction, it is not an easy task.  So I was really excited when Zenni Optical was on Fox news! Imagine a Zenni Optical $8 Rx eyeglasses…  8 freaking dollars will really fit into my budget!   I could probably even afford the incredible stylish new frames from Zenni which you will see on their site because their eyeglasses are so cheap!  So why was I excited, it’s because they now ship eyeglasses from the US however, I will have to be careful if I place an order so that I will get the right pair for myself.

Alright, the first thing to do if you want to travel abroad is to get a passport.  Weng and I have planned to go to Bangkok however, since I don’t have a passport, I can’t go anywhere whenever I want to just yet.  So sad, but I am planning to get one.  It’s just that it will take a lot longer than the usual for I will need to get an approval from a government agency first for I have signed a contract for my scholarship that I will work in the Philippines for a certain number of years before I can go out of the county.  Oh well.  I guess that travel plan will have to be put aside for now.  Well, at least until I get my passport.