Wow, that’s the longest so far. A lot of things are happening at work recently that all I do when I get home is SLEEP.  I would really feel drained each working day that I feel like I am half asleep on my way home.  Imagine, I even left my ATM card in the ATM machine 2 weeks ago!  This is my 4th transition wave so I shouldn’t be this drained and I shouldn’t be in this kind of stress. Well, yeah, I have some people on enhancement under me, but I just don’t know how that can be so different. They all have the same targets. Well, yeah the needs are different but if you come to think of it, all subordinates will have different needs, regardless if they are in transition or enhancement. Hmmm, I think what’s really stressing me out is, when you’re handling these kind of teams is you will not see the results right away. There might be some progression but since it’s not that significant the result is not noticeable. Now, that’s bad news for me for I am a person who always wants to see results. Well, yes, I am a very impatient person. My friends for the longest time knows this. I don’t like to wait for anyone. If you will be late, you will have to tell me so that I would know when to expect you or else, my mood will be at its worst. And so, not seeing results makes me worry so much that it drains all the energy out of me that by the end of the day, I can’t think of anything else but sleep.

But this situation is the reason why I am holding on.  Yes I am tired and I really miss going to sleep at night but I just can’t let this one go.   I guess, I want to see, how I can overcome this challenge and see if I can really pull this off.