I learned that he has a girlfriend today and boy, was i disappointed. Well, he’s cute so I had a notion that he has a girlfriend but getting a confirmation that he has sure did affect me and my day. Now, am really thinking, how come I can never have someone that I like? Is this what I get for being choosy? Imagine, this is the first time that I truly like someone who is within reach and yet he isn’t available. Although, it’s not an assurance that he’ll be mine even if he doesn’t have a girlfriend but I’d be happier if he didn’t have any. I am thinking maybe, this is my life. I am bound to be alone.