Sadness, no wait I think loneliness is the appropriate word. I have been going through the entries in the site of a Taiwanese star and the feeling that I get after reading his articles is loneliness. Maybe it’s just me. I don’t know. But I do get a feeling that he was just trying to sound happy for his fans but with the words that he use I’d say he is lonely. One of his articles is about Michael Jackson and you could really feel his connection to MJ emotionally. MJ is a superstar but you could see that he was longing for something. Same for this guy, you would feel that he likes what he does but he is longing for something. I’m not sure if this is really how he feels but one thing is for sure though. That is how I feel. I like my job and the people that I work with but there is still one void there that I need to fill as what Kriste had told me. But I am not sure though if that void is finding that special person whom I have waited for for 28 years (going 29 years and counting) or is that void about doing what I really want to do? Sheesh and to think I am not even a star.