Is it just me or am I really losing one of my few good friends?  Did you ever feel like people are just being nice to you because they need something from you?  Or they’re just nice because you’re around or you’re with one of their friends?  Well, I did.  A lot of times.  So I really feel sad about losing someone who is nice to me not because he needs something from me.  I have a very few friends like that and most of them had left or drifted away.  And so I ask myself if I should feel sorry for myself?  Am I really doomed to live my lifetime without real friends?