I’ve always said to myself to always look beyond the signs for they can be deceiving.  But sometimes I just don’t listen.  Now, I am here thinking if I have truly seen it or did I just interprete his actions the way that I wanted to but it wasn’t really what he meant.  It does hurt you see, but who am I to blame anyone?  I was the one who mislead myself.  It just sucks though that it will not turn out the way I hoped it would.  But life must go on.  And besides, there is a higher possibility that I can keep one of the most important things in this world.  I might be able to keep a friend.