I was really hoping to get a leave tomorrow but my supervisor said no.  Although she didn’t say it directly, I just felt bad for I seldom asks for something and yet I got turned down because some of the folks are going into training.  Times like these, I do feel bad for it’s like am I the only one who has to give way to everyone else?  Well, yeah, I guess am complaining right now.  I know how the business works but can’t I at least be able to get something that I want every now and then.  Yes I was able to get a leave last Saturday and it was like instant only because nobody else is having a leave that day.  You know it would really make a difference to placed on priority sometimes.  You know get a leave not because noone’s applying for it or get a project not because everyone else is busy.  I mean yes maybe my team isn’t as performing as everyone elses but that doesn’t mean my team is not doing what they can to achieve their goals and that also doesn’t mean that I am not doing my job.  I don’t have to say what I do to have these guys pass their metrics legally for that’s my job, but then just a little credit though.  All I ask is a little credit to what we do as a team and a little credit to what I do.  That’s it.