There are a lot of changes going on in my life right now and somehow, I feel like I am dreading it.  Agents moving to other teams (something that I am not that happy about), new people coming into the account.  A lot of movements within the group.  Somehow in all of these chaos, it seems that my insecurities and uncertainties are slowly eating my confidence up.  I don’t know how it came about but I guess it has a lot to do about the people around me.  I feel that they only see my weaknesses.  Although it is good to have people around you who would give you feedback on how you’re doing and giving you the urgency to fix it, however, having someone to help you and tell you how to strengthen your weaknesses is much more appreciated.  They say that the first thing to do to fix things is to recognize that there is something out of place.  But how can you fix something that you don’t know how to fix?  So it would really help to have someone in the background who will help you get things done.  You know sometimes, at the end of the day I ask myself, is it really worth the trouble?  A friend told me to stop asking myself this question for if I start to do so, doubt comes into the picture and things will start to fall apart.  And I guess she’s right.  I have been feeling really down these days.  And so I wonder if it will ever go away.