I didn’t know how misunderstood I was until recently.  Over the couple of weeks I had the opportunity to talk to certain people and you can’t imagine how shock I was when they told me about how they see me.  I remember Oprah once said that the smarter a woman gets the harder she’ll get a partner for men tends to shy away from smart women (based on some survey that they looked into).  And so there were times that I would ask myself if things would have been different if I act differently (like acting as a dumb giggly girl).  Which reminds me of the friend of Azula (the sister of Zuko in Avatar) that she needs to act like dumb and giggle to whatever a guy says even if it’s not funny so that she can get a boyfriend.  Imagine how dumb struck I was when one of my agents told me that he didn’t like me as a manager because the first time he saw me he thought that I am not intelligent.  What the heck?!  Although he did say that his impression of me was wrong, I am still confused.  I always thought of myself as an intelligent and smart person (based on what my teachers, friends and relatives say) but here is a person who told me otherwise.  Now I am thinking.  Is the reason of me not having a boyfriend due to my being smart (as to what my friends say) or is it because I look dumb?  Then another agent told me that she felt like I am the reincarnation of her highschool homeroom advisor whe she first met me.  Imagine that?!  Whoah!!!!!!!!!!!!!