I have been thinking about a lot of things lately and I have realized, I have been letting a lot of people down recently including myself.  I have realized that:

1. I don’t believe in myself that I can become the person that I want to be.  Which is a major down fall according to John Maxwell for the success and failure of oneself begins on how one sees himself/herself.

2. That I have been thinking highly of myself that I don’t see the flaws that I have.  I always say to myself that they just envy me for what I have. This actually hinders my development.

3. I set a very high expectations for myself that when things doesn’t go as planned, my world go crashing down.

4. That I have been lazy and just riding the waves that I fail to meet my deadlines.  Which can also be a cause to the failure of the team that I am handling.

5.  That I have been taking my job for granted that I fail to meet the epxectations of my boss.

6.  That I have spent more than what I am earning. 

7.  That at times, I can be so tackless that I say things (although they’re true) that hurt the feelings of other people. 

These are just a few of the things that came to my attention.  Things that I needed to resolve as soon as possible so as it will not do more damage to my being.