So why is it that there are some people who still feel left out even if the people around him/her are trying their best to accomodate him/her?  And why is it that some people can never be pleased with the accomplishments that you have?  Is it really because they are hard to please or is it just because they don’t like you succeeding in your field or you going over those who are close to them?  If so why?  Are they mad because of all the people who could have accomplished something it was you who got things done?  But why?  Why would anybody feel that way?  Could it be because they see you as a threat to themselves?  Or could it be that its you who has the problem?  That everything is just in your mind.  If so why?  Why do these things enter your mind?  Is it because of the actions of others that you have observed or may have misunderstood?  Or is it things are starting to get into your mind that you begin to see yourself as a somebody?  And why is it that people has unspoken rules?  Why can’t people put things into black and white so that the people around them will stop guessing on how to act?  And why do we sometimes feel that our proactiveness is thought of as bypassing authority?  Or is just another unspoken rule that we should be aware of?  An unspoken rule on acting on your own free will?  Why do people at times just lose hope when things like these happen?  Why do the feeling of acceptance or belonging mean a lot to people?  Why do we care so much that people will come up say you did well?  Why is it that everytime you feel that other people does not appreciate what you do, you just want to go away from it all? Get away from the people who pretend that they care but don’t.  Why does it hurt so much to see people say that they are happy for you but you can see it in their eyes that they’re not.  Why can’t we be happy for others?  Why can’t we appreciate other people? Why?  Why do we pretend?  Why do we need to pretend?  Why?