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Jun

Am I a She-Man?

   Posted by: admin   in Rumblings

A lot of people are wondering why I don’t have a boyfriend yet.  Well, guess what?  I’m asking the same question myself!  At times, I stare at my reflection on the mirror and I usually like what I’m seeing.  I’m not that dumb.  I have a good paying job.  I finished school although it’s not a Bachelors Degree but I did finish school.  I’m not as stylish as the other girls but people say I’m not bad looking.  In fact they even like the way I project myself.

I don’t wear makeup but they really like my style.  People say that I am nice and that I’m a wife material since I know how to cook.  But why is it that nobody ever dared to ask me out?  I swear, I never went out on a date because nobody asked me out ever! So I’m really wondering what men think of me.  Do they see me as a tomboy?  Goodness, I know for myself that I am not a tomboy or a bi-sexual.  I’m a girl inside out I am sure of that. I’m starting to agree to what Oprah have said, “The smarter the woman gets, harder for her to find the guy that will like her,” or something like that.  So are they seeing me as this really smart woman who is hard to reach?  Am I showing them just that that they are afraid to even afraid to consider to ask me out?  Hmmm…  You know what my aunts said?  Maybe I’m a tomboy because I never had a boyfriend and it’s unbelievable that nobody is courting me.

Like duh!  Well, somebody did ask me if he can court me but I said no right then and there.  Like, why would I waste his time?  I know that the courtship wouldn’t go anywhere.  Although he isn’t bad looking, it’s just that I don’t like his attitude, his looks, and his kind of music.  In short, he’s not my type.  So why waste his time right.  Hmmm… Maybe he cursed me.  If curses are true and if he really did cursed me well he doesn’t have any right!  He should even be thankful that I told him to not continue with his plan for it will just be a waste of his time, right?