Why is it so hard to follow a schedule? No matter how I try, I always fail to follow or finish my scheduled activities. I am a supervisor now; I should learn how to stick to the schedule or even the plan. Like last week, I started my shift at 8PM Friday and I went home at 3PM the next day. My goodness, I even out done my manager! I know I have a lot of things to do but I never seem to force myself to finish it on time. I know that it isn’t too much to do for other people in the office are able to do it. Now I feel so incompetent. I am so bad when it comes to delegation, decision making and managing my time. And the sad thing about it is that I know my weaknesses but I can’t overcome them. I really want to make these weaknesses into strengths but I have been doing it for more than a month now at no avail. I’m really disappointed with myself and afraid as well. What if my supervisors will think that I am indeed incompetent? What if they remove me from my position? I really can’t have that. I have a lot of things to take care of and losing my job will definitely make things worse for me.