Why oh why do we have to worry about organizing things?  Why can’t we do things when we want to do it?  Why can’t we just go anywhere we want to go?  Why do we need to schedule our activities? Why can’t people meet up whenever they want to?  Why can’t they meet up where ever they want to?  Arghhhhh… I’m getting tired of this!  How I wish things will go back the way it used to. Back when things are simple.  Back when people will plant vegetables in their back yard and hunt for food.  Back when people can afford to sit around and read books or go on trips to the hills to have a picnic.

How I wish I can have that kind of life even just for a little while, a life that will be so different from the life that I am living now where everything has to go with the schedule, a life that has too many things to do but so little time.  My life is a life that you can’t just drop things to do what you wanted to do in a spur of a moment because you have such a limited time.  Wahhhh… Why can’t I be like other people who don’t worry about anything?  Why oh why did I choose a life and a job that demands a lot and requires a lot of organizing, a life with a lot of deadlines. Why?!